10:00 PM - Wednesday, June 24, 2009
2:07 AM - Tuesday, June 23, 2009
lets start my day like this
woke up to serious muscle aches, so serious till i cant lift my arms up straight.
i guess tts too much exercise
anyway, i spent the whole day on my laptop,
it has always been the same
facebooks,blogs, msn, youtube, soccernet. yea
its kinda getting boring but hey thats the only way i can pass time i guess?
yea, i noe, im suppose to start studying but hey, its all starting up again yea?
all those shyt from o levels and stuff
met jmo and nigel down my place downstairs for supper, chatted for awhile, left for home =)
AND DOWN TO MY LAPTOP AGAIN
had been thinking,
isnt it time for me to step back on stuff?
why am i just so getting involve with everything
its tough seeing wad i had tried to hold on and put tgt for 2 years becoming like this.
been watching america's got talent on youtube
why cant my life be like those music
so nice, so pleasant, so amazing
wonderful voices, wonderful tunes
why cant it just blend in nicely like wad nutting but stringz did with the violin
if only..
ok, i really start to fall in love with music once again
especially some songs played by the violin
viva la vida, thunder and stuff, its just freeking amazing and nice to hear
2:11 AM - Sunday, June 21, 2009
im seriously damm bored today, spent almost the whole day at home doing nothing,
i finally hit the gym =)
so lau pei lin, if u see this, dun say i lazy ok
haha, hmm, now my right arm hurts, as usual, guessed its the weights.
woots, im tired, but im waiting for rsetaurant city to lvl up, zzz, gg t lvl 27 already =)
tmr dragon boat training, hope i can do my best and dun get injured.
and, take care peeps, dun fall sick =)
especially those gg for the ayg thingy
short post, bb =)
1:54 AM - Saturday, June 20, 2009
IM FLU BABI FREE!
HAHA, ITS SOUNDED CRAZY, BUT ITS REAL!
first, woke up in the morning, only to see jj sms abt nt gg swimming anymore, so, yea
I REALLY WENT BACK TO STUDY,
i was early =) ok, on time at least. jj was late, we went to print out stuff den head down to koufu for lunch, also criticising those ajc students, who hogs tables despite not paying for our sch fees. haha
we then went over to library to start studying, ok, with laptop, so, yea, u can see where it was gg.
we were suppose to go down ikea tampines for dinner with nicole and nigel, instead jj went to see a doctor, we took 72 down to hougang, cab down all the way to eunos, seen the doctor, they were panicking at first, doctor said everything was fine, went for dinner( nt at ikea), was too late, time dragged. den, where things gt blablabla. so we actually took a cab down to tan tock seng, just for further checks, since, jj was deveoping flu like symptoms and he just came back from malaysia.
It was so freeking scary at tts, its like, MAN, IS THIS PLACE INFECTED, EVERYTHING ARD WAS BIOHAZARD, WE HAD TO PUT ON A MACE AND PROCEED DOWN SOME TENTAGE, we were stopped, and due to the travelling history, and me, IN CONTACT WITH HIM THE WHOLE DAY ( how innocent), we filled up forms and went to register, my temperature was taken, not knowing wad was it, till now, i got this orange sticker band on my wrist, since so many ppl got that, i assume that means, URE FINE!, so, went down some holding area, sat there, like some quarantine shyt with tons of sick ppl AND TRAVELLING HISTORY, and tts the scariest part. u wont noe if anyone of them gt h1n1, see thousands of amublance arrive non-stop, den u see nurses carry blood samples in a bag with the sign BIOHAZARD, see how dangerous everything is, u see nurses running ard, with beds and stuff, thinking is that a new case?
it all seem so quarantine, so left out of the world, all so scary.
THANK GOD, IM FLU BABI FREE =)
HAHA, I SAW THIS SIGN IN 4 LANGUAGES, ENGLISH, CHINESE, MALAY, TAMIL
SWINE FLU IN MALAY IS FLU BABI, SOUNDS COOL EH.
yea, so, in the end, we spent almost 2 hours plus in tts, and knowing we are fine =)
aint that nice, and seriously, they need to buck up, its time wasting.
and thats me in mask in the tentage
3:28 AM - Thursday, June 18, 2009
u noe how it all seems so weird,
just because of u said in a day could affect so much,
i dun even noe wad to do after that,
it practically made me lose all my hopes
instead u made me feel as if someone else is there,
and ure nt the one,
and whys that,
i dun even noe wads happening now
and it sucks
i hate it
nv shuld it be this way
its always wrong
its just a sweet mistake
falling for you
12:51 AM - Wednesday, June 17, 2009
now i feel so lost
so left alone again
so what if i told you everything
still, i cant get you
what can i do to make you love me
this feeling sucks
and yes it is
i feel so lost
so..
i dun even noe how to explain how im feeling
i dun wan u to be a friend,
i wan u to be different
i wan u to be there when i need u
i wanna be there when u need me
and u noe how it sucks,
seeing how much u care abt him
u noe how hurting that is.
that that person isnt me
if life is like that, wad have i done to gain this
if its karma, den i dun see why i deserve this
wad can i do to make u love me,
all i wan is u by me
i love you
o, wad have i been thinking,
of course u wont fall for me.
why would u
like i can ever get a hold of u
i must be mad to think like this
like u will ever end up with me
like i will ever see u at the end
like any of this is actually possible
but still i wanna be mad
i wan u to be the reason
8:56 PM - Saturday, June 13, 2009
Currently have this on my eyes =)
8:33 PM
WOOTS, the holidays are here, like finally, ok, but still, ica is coming after the holidays, tt sucks eh.
life pretty the same nowadays
i've decided to leave soccer, though its hard to enter, still, yea.
anyway, im back in badminton again, hah, but i can only join them on tues and thurs this time
im still sticking to dragon boat on sunday =)
competition is coming so soon, time flies eh.
and i really wanna take my paddle =)
the rest gt theirs,
hopefully i'll get mine tmr.
i cant wait for monday
12:59 AM - Tuesday, June 9, 2009
im too tired to think recently
letting things go the way it should go
12:05 AM - Thursday, June 4, 2009
its been days, and im going all crazy
everything had been weird lately
feel so damm tired, yet i need to wake up for school
cant take it, yet i must push on
feel so lonely yet i got to go out alone
need you by my side yet i have nobody
its going all mad
im damm tired, tired of everything, sch, cca, mentally, physically
i just need that one burst of energy
just appear by me, will you?
1:05 AM - Tuesday, June 2, 2009
woots, today lesson, was, ad can i say, NOT PRODUCTIVE, ITS SO MONDAY, ZZZ
physics test was great, nv study and i pass, zzz, 2 questions 10 marks each, and i gt full marks for Q1. LOL, anyway, after tt went to tampines, as usual, IM EARLY! =)
the rest, being their usual, comes late. so i roam ard tampines 1 alone AGAIN! den went over to eat chicken rice, its cheap, salty and nt very healthy, BUT ITS CHEAP.
ok, this single life is starting to suck. but hey, i cant get u out of my mind or even try to fit someone else in.
so, i have to BEAR WITH IT AND ENDURE!
ALL THE WAY!
ALL THE WAY!
ALL THE WAY!
LONGER!
LONGER!
LONGER!
sounds like dragon boat. but hey, tts wad dragon boat taught me =)
im starting to miss u,
its finally,
TUESDAY
a few more days to go.
i wonder if u feel the same way i feel for u
do u miss me?
feels weird and crazy
but hey, LIFE'S SHORT
SO PADDLE HARD!
nth is crazy in love.
its my crazy addiction to u
im on drugs.
im addicted,
addicted to you
never felt this motivated before =)
u must be the one
the very special one
just like guus hiddink
12:50 AM - Monday, June 1, 2009
there, 1st june
im so gonna dedicate this post to u, and i wonder why.
u noe i miss you, its 5 days, its aint long, but its aint soon too.
take care of urself and have lots of fun =)
drink lots of water,
haha
and i think,u wont see this so soon eh.